Its damn tiring these days. I miss exams period cos you only need to eat shit sleep and study. Oh I watched the first animation/cartoon/ whatever you call it today! The Simpsons Movie. I don't really think its funny lah but at least I managed to keep awake. Its a good start [: and too bad I had to go off halfway through final destination, before the people started dying /:

Btw, I'm actually afraid of tmr! I wonder why also, but hope it'll turn out fine [: Tmr sounds (okay it is) busy .-. collect diploma from school, then meet chai and yiyi for lunch then they'll "escort" me to the school for setting up and briefing blahblah. after that will have to waste time till 940 for the movie. I SERIOUSLY THINK I'LL FALL ASLEEP THIS TIME ROUND TOO JASON LEONG. haha but you'll not get to wake me up and laugh at me. since you say the werewolf got hot bod, I'll attempt to stay awake. after movie will be sleeping over at pangjialat's house (OMG FINALLY GET TO SEE THE CUTE SISTER). hopefully none of us gets raped by *ahem* lah hor ><

& no i will not give in again.

I guess you'll probably see the same words on every other candidate's blog,

ITS OVER.

yes, the tormenting month (though i enjoyed myself every single day of the last two weeks) is over. Let's leave the worrying part till next year i guess.

So, the class went over to eileen's house to watch movies!! Her cabinets really store the entire collection of movies and there's always something new to watch everytime you go over. The girls watched "How to lose a guy in 10 days" and after the guys arrived, they finally played the one me and chai chose, " V for Vendetta" ! It was awesome as compared to the romance movie which was entertaining, but less insightful and thrilling. We even got to watch the uncensored parts, which made ppl like gaomin scream and cover her eyes with the small bolster. Then I was being irritating as usual and teased her by asking if she wanted a bigger cushion! Haha! Okay, I wasn't exactly being irritating cos they practically scream at everything even when there's a sex scene or sth. Anw, I think everyone had a great time there, watching movies, eating and SEARCHING FOR THE LOST WALLET! haha some of us even went to the streets and rummaged through dustbins. Minx suggested taking a photo of the guys searching through the bin at the bus stop and putting a caption "homeless hwa chong students rummaging through the public bin".

Lets rewind back to saturday. Went to support the juniors at their concert and took photos, talk crap and stuff. I MISS SHOUTING WITH THE SENIORS. Its such a horns thing to scream and shout and be the most AA section (we managed to continue this legacy even after they left and edwin and benja are doing well in this aspect now). jts sooooooon!

NON-IP FTW! rv crescent rv cresent!

Okay cheeshan, you're gonna get 8As like weiguo and I'll get 7As like cindy okay!

Our classic section pose[:




Okay, I guess I'll go to bed earlier tonight (yes stop scolding me i know its already the next day). I'm tired from all those cutting. NOW I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL, GUANYU! Im glad I started early! Alright, goodnight and here's something interesting:



ps. Anyone who's going back to collect hc diploma this week?

Today was awesome! I woke up at about 11? Then i spent the rest of the day reading. Yes your eyes are perfectly fine, I really spent the day reading! I couldnt believe it myself either haha. But I think I'm becoming more anti-social because I really hate it sometimes when I've to go home with people or eat with others, I even felt pissed when my mum came home today because I had the whole house to myself before that. This sounds like what weekiat used to say "me-time" but I think too much of it is not healthy either.

Anyways, I got my new bicyle! Well, its nothing compared to my previous one that got stolen but this one is really really cheap! The uncle said this kind of bikes are meant for those foreign workers (HAHA) but I didn't like those with small wheels and baskets that make you look like you're going to the market. So, i got orange puke no.2 ! (haha match my bagpack sia!)Mummy offered to sponsor half of the bike too! Yay maybe I'll ride to the nice bridge near the factories tmr [:


presenting orange puke 2! Okay just call it bicycle lah.

Alright, thats all for today, I should go bathe and study physics. Oh man i stink from all cycling. Byebye and love from my gc!

What's wrong with studying overseas? I took eileen's car back just now and her mum asked if I'm going to apply for us as well, so I just told my mum about it like some passing remark..the normal desperate attempt of mine to start a conversation. Then she totally flared up and she talked to me in this harsh tone that almost sounded like she's scolding me. She said something like "cant study in singapore meh why must go overseas" blahblahblah. I mean like its only a passing remark and I never ever mentioned studying overseas ever since the previous time when she said I'm supposed to stay in sg to study. I really want to experience living in a foreign country and taking care of yourself and stuff but I just cant understand why she's so adamant about it. Whats wrong?! Sometimes I just cant stop myself from thinking how they plan to save all their money for my brother and stuff so I've to survive on my own like what my relatives have been telling me for years. urgh I hope I can get a scholarship or get to move out or something..

Hello everyone!

yay there's three papers left to the end of the big torture. yea I'm not feeling exactly happy because i screwed up badly in 80% of them and with everyone telling you "you sure ace one", it just makes you feel worse cos you know you're never ever gonna get what they say. alright 6b, lets go with our new class trend lah hur, kiss your asses if that happens!

anw, lets move on. I'll have exactly one week to carry out my "tour sg plan" but too bad best bud can't join me so I'll do it alone. hopefully there's others who wanna do this retarded thing with me but i doubt so since everyone will be busy preparing for prom. but damn my bike's gone, i'll need to borrow or buy another /: after that, its time for 2 weeks of dvc i think! gosh just got reminded that i'll have to ask angel to brief me cos i skipped the briefing >< then i think its about time to start on the "BIG PANGSEHLA PROJECT" (she doesn't know of my blog right?) i hope its gonna be a success or i'll need guanyu the master's help!

after the first few weeks will be torture time again haha. gotta find a job to pay for my driving lessons and the counselling course (omg goodbye, my money!) and blahblahblah. then its time to get down and decide what courses to take in uni (cos i'd probably not get into physio anw..) and what courses that my pathetic results can take.

oh gosh the 家好月圆 sequel (featuring the chu's family) is starting again. i think its gonna escalate to a case of domestic violence soon. i think i'd better go downstairs and study now, bye!

never around when you need it

wasted one and a half hours of my time entertaining the old man with the f*cking dinner which no one else enjoyed eating except him. 250 dollars for some disgusting seafood and 20 dollars for cab fare. this is simply being stupid. somehow i had this sudden urge to do well for As so that i can get a scholarship and freaking get out of his life. but i know i can't. damn.

shit i should have just continued studying and not switch on my laptop. so now i've seen something that i shouldnt have and i just can't stop thinking about it. well, i kind of realised it a couple of weeks back when something seemed different but i just couldn't be bothered because im selfish and uncaring. urgh i must concentrate on my revisionnnnn! hopefully its not referring to me and im just thinking too much!

greetings. its IRENE'S DYSFUNCTIONAL TIME OF THE DAY again!

the day started off with the putative "stimulating" physics mock test paper 2 that was absolutely ruinous and landed majority of the cohord (at least me) in moribund. Gp lesson didn't manage to assuage my fear for the Alevels that in my view, is simply abhorrent. judging from the "maelstrom" of work remaining, the arrival of Alevels is simply ad nauseam. to avoid a verbose post, i shall stop typing here and save my felicitous flaunt of vocabulary for the rest of my essays. goodnight!

dysfunctions of irene's brain

it is risible that i am trying to create a nuanced blog post with some help from the gp essay alchemy, the provenance of my inspiration. instead of an incisive and insightful comment, i am merely engaging in a soliloquy that is definitely not titillating your senses. so, goodbye and please do not ascribe me a B grade for this commendable effort. HAHA IM GOING CRAZY SOON.

yay I graduated!



quite a boring night, especially when i couldnt sit with the class and was surrounded by prcs right in front of the stage. thank god for leonard leong behind me and elson ee who was diagonally in front or i would have died from bad breath for not talking. mrs chu fell asleep countless times and according to her, parents near her were sleeping as well -.-

anw, the highlights were probably liuzhen tripping on stage and he freaking cursed me back for cursing him but i didn't fall, both times somemore heehee


receiving the bear from ah sen!


receiving the piece of glass that deprived me of sitting with the class


okay lah at least there's sth to compensate us for not being able to sit with the class (quote from leonard)


6b!

actuallly it was the best night ever, because its the first time mrs chu actually attended my graduation ceremony. she has never stepped into rv and hc before, only once when i collected my psle results in zhangde. so..it actually means alot to me [:


last but not least, presenting the next top scorers of harvard. HAHA

maybe i should be happy, cos diploma with merit is probably all that i deserve only

yay mummy is attending my graduation ceremony WITHOUT THE OLD MAN!

haha i forgot all about this photo until someone decided to post it up! if im not wrong we koped hb's ncc uniform and cheena jacket. i miss those days when we go to school to sleep. fret not we'll both make it to uni and carry on the tradition!

anw, 4 days holiday straight (i didnt go today not because i act smart!) im gonna do alot alot and alot more. bye!

5 days to 2 months! the night i made probably the most regretted decision ever. i guess its my problem after all but im glad its all over now [: i feel reinvigorated now, like you're back in control of your life instead of wasting away. looking forward to the start of my after-As plan [[:

It sucks to be nagged at everyday just because you failed your gp and your prelims transcript is totally useless. damn. this is the kind of consolation i get for achieving the first fail grade in my life. it sucks even more when your physics and economics is so freaking close to getting an A but the teacher refuses to give you your marks because your answer doesnt sound grammatically correct. what is the difference between "increasing at a decreasing rate" and "decreasing growth"?!!! and i wish i can become thick-skinned by mon so that i will go ask for marks shamelessly like others.

some time last week..







3 more weeks [:

"Eh can you carry your bag properly not?"

(i was carrying my backpack on one side then)

"Im carrying properly what!"

"Why must you carry on one side? look like gang leader"

"Cos one of the straps lan diao alr so i dont want to carry on that side lah!"  (getting frustrated cos its not the first time ppl comment on the way i carry my bag)

" (points) BUT YOU'RE CARRYING ON THE LAN DIAO SIDE!"

LOL. this was totally the joke of the day!! anw, today was the last of prelims! okay i officially announce that the last jc in singapore has ended its prelims! yay, had a great day with table tennis, lunch, hello-kitty cardmaking (but in actual fact i just slacked away) and BEGGING PEOPLE TO EAT THE DONUTS I BOUGHT!

anw, thanks guanyu! i think you'll hate donuts after having them for your breakfast, lunch and dinner for tmr ><

so, tmr marks the start of the crazy schooldays whereby all j2s start behaving abnormally as shown below:



yay, lets welcome the return of gp papers tmr! zzz.

Yay today marks the end of written papers for prelims! On the other hand, none of the papers have been fabulous or even satisfactory. How??? I'm not working hard and its scary to see everyone else doing so, even those whom you might despise or whatever. Yea everyone will say "aiyah hwachong prelims...Alevels damn easy one lah". But i seriously don't think I'm gonna get that 7As, just like how Os was screwed and how you still regret two years later for not studying. URGH.

Can someone help me??? I really want to do well, get that 7As and do my mum proud for once. I missed that chance for PSLE and Os but i really hope this dream of mine can come true. I can imagine how surprised and touched she'll be when i ring her up and say "YOU CAN BOOK A TABLE TO CELEBRATE NOW!"

But then again, even if i finally have the determination to really go for it, I think I'd be very disappointed if it doesnt turn out as planned. Limitations to man's abilities again..life sucks.

One month left. Hopefully I'll be happily blogging in March next year that I've gotten my 7As and not another rant like this!